Despite my efforts to try to stay positive, I actually struggle with a lot of depression and self loathing, especially during the winter months. There’s something about winter that makes me feel sadder than usual. Maybe it’s the lack of sun, the end of another year of my life, or the few extra pounds that I gain from the cookies that were probably meant for Santa. Most days I struggle to get out of bed, to get ready, or to see anybody but my dogs. My anxiety is through the roof. I have a lot of tricks for combatting my depression and anxiety year round. I realize that I can’t…